A life of mine.

 The life that I live

its has been a journey..

the smile on my face, the sadness that I felt.

The loneliness that cover my day.

People always say, you need to be strong

you need to pull yourself together and be amazing 

and happy and positive and try your best.

I did. Oh yes I did.

I try my best to smile

to fake my happiness although I felt dying inside

To strive and be positive. 

But no my dear no...

My anxiety get hold on me.

The voice of depression keep on whispering 

telling me I'm a failure 

A ball of burden

That keep on rolling without destination

and rolling on surrounding people

Being a troublesome and bringing bad luck to people.

It is hard to live my life.

You should try sometime.