Would it be better...

 I am sorry for all the mistakes that I made.

I am sorry for all the inconveniences that happen because of me..

I am sorry that my performance is not at your level.

I am sorry for being a useless human.

I am sorry that my ability is limit to this.

I am sorry for being part of your bad memories.

I am sorry for still being here instead of leaving. 

Would it be better then... ?

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